不来则己，一来则群啊~
神好奇妙。
在我五年半大学求学时期为让我专心读完书，
让我的心很少对异性心动；也没时间去心动。哈哈
虽然当中不乏许多“关心”我的亲朋好友，
比如：
不相信我单身的啦~
讽刺我没人要的啦~
讥笑我太高没对像的啦~
炫耀自己有男友的啦~
乱乱介绍我的啦~ (某些，９０％）
乱乱配对给我的啦～（超常至麻木）
“可怜”我的啦~
种种人情事故。。。
好像我这美人（自认为，哈哈！！）单身是怪物酱
还是我单身会威胁到她们？哈哈！
无论如何，我都笑笑以对，脸上不说，但心里有数的很~
可笑，会恭喜祝福我单身的没几位
社会奇观吧
come on~ 皇帝不急，太监急什么
毕业前，有机会参与教会“真善美”课程
从中知道神要我们选择另一半的“讯号”
其中就是通过长辈、牧者、或者父母的“提醒”或介绍。
一直以来都是持者“宁缺勿滥”的择偶原则
随着毕业的来临，亲朋好友、牧者、家人，沉默寡言的老爸的“问话”、甚至远亲很少联络和讲话的姑丈，堂姑和教友都突然像预约般的通通冒出来亲自出马热情介绍。
突然间，我从“乏人问津”一跃成“炽手可热”的“好货”
种种迹象都像在课程里听到的“讯号”
难道这是神的呼唤吗？
看来。。。家有吾女初成长的我，
是时候收起喜欢看靓仔的浪女心，认真研究名单里的人选了。
而我这快刀剪乱麻的个性，这次凭着平安。。。决定看下星期的posting 地点再决定“胜出者”是谁~
就这样。潦草吗？
哈哈~ 这就是我；快，狠，准，不拖泥带水。
amen~
耶稣 - 用“耳”听耶稣，就有“鱼”和”粮”
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Posting
ok... a new topic for this
I really can feel that God gave me January extra holidays is for me to take times for calm down my messy minds about the posting things and also my future planning.
Although I knew about the bible words "dont worry for tomorrow as today worries settled by today..." but, as a gal, I'm thinking. haha~
Within this month, I really refreshed back the people I met during my 6 years Miri's life.
some words are effected me till now....
a guy scandal with me in bus last time, he said :"You like to stay in Miri because u dont have bf in Sibu. If u do, sure u'll jst keep on back to ur own nest." this is a famous question tat I been asked always "y u dont have bf yet?" and my answer always "wait till I knw the posting place baru I confirm with the Mr.Right."
a district leader :"why u gals so emo. U should prepare the heart to move anyway n anytimes as u knw work as teacher have to face the fact like posting."
churchmates, Miri cousins, uncle, pastor :"Really hope u in Miri."
even many workship works I may rejected because of the uncomfirm future also blocked by the church leaders. They always said :"aiya.... no worry. We put ur name down, sure u'll in Miri"
hm... ok ok... as u guys like. no comment = =!!!
Junior in college :"c u this year~"
Mum :"no need bring the stuffs back, who knws u r in Miri..."
bla bla bla....
so, what u guys think? is that the sign I'll stay in Miri as God gv me?
if it is true, then this post will be my testimonial for church and God.
well.... for me, I'm thinking the place I would like to stay for my future too ...
For the moment, I choose to stay in Miri 90% because I need to serve God as I'm president for the fellowship 2011 and also director for sept drama performances.
huh~! but some "comments" above gave me awake too... especially the guys comments.
It makes me feel not nessasary need to b in Miri!!
Among friends also discuss about this...
I would like to post to .... bla bla bla...
only me, this dull, as non-Mirian, answered them :"I want to post in Miri."
and their responded always "wah.. u not boring with Miri meh?"
I'm glad because I knew God gave me a lifestyle just like cockroach, can alive in any situation.
Just mayb... got many memories for me in Miri which ...
there r the place changed me from a gal to a lady and soon woman?
my spiritual grew up place, churchmates, pastors and many others sweet memories.
many 1st time.. to be model, actor, leader....
simple conclusion: no Miri no Grace Ling.
hah! such like Sibu didnt contributed any benefic to me?
haha.. of cos my blood borned in Sibu, I'll still remember it. The place I grew up.
ok, back to topic.
within this month, I jst kept on doing somethings which done with faith...
such like , I leaved my stuffs in Miri, visited different fellowships, new planner for miri fellowship, joined new groups for new life experiences, find new ideas, interflowed with different district leaders, and so on... its acted like I'm really as president in Miri.
hah! mayb too free or too "responsible"?
I even done the dates booking on my schedules back to Miri and also a room rent is awaiting me.
Well~ there r something changed also within this month..
from the ealier month I'm so hoping I'll posted in Miri till the end of the month...
I think my mind is changing.... changed to.... if I'm not in Miri how great is tat.... :D
I'll free like now, no president, no adult sunday school teaching, no drama director, no long distance with family members, no ....... many no no no for me.
and there's coming with many "IF"...
If stay in kch, I can swim everyday as a pool under the condo.
If in sibu, of cos I can stay with my friends, family members always.
If in Bintulu, I can visit my kinda funny grandma and aunties always.
If in ulu Bintulu, I can meet my uncle.
If in kapit, I got my lovely daddy there.
If in tatau, I got my friend there.
If in Sri Aman, I got my grandpa n grandma there.
If in ................... Miri? huh~ besides churchmates and a family cousin, I'm ALONE~~~
what happened on me huh?
.............. blank actually.......
mayb tats call gal always "三心两意”
so... just make it natural....
In Miri or not, I always have to be happy and obey Him~
Good luck gal~!!!
I really can feel that God gave me January extra holidays is for me to take times for calm down my messy minds about the posting things and also my future planning.
Although I knew about the bible words "dont worry for tomorrow as today worries settled by today..." but, as a gal, I'm thinking. haha~
Within this month, I really refreshed back the people I met during my 6 years Miri's life.
some words are effected me till now....
a guy scandal with me in bus last time, he said :"You like to stay in Miri because u dont have bf in Sibu. If u do, sure u'll jst keep on back to ur own nest." this is a famous question tat I been asked always "y u dont have bf yet?" and my answer always "wait till I knw the posting place baru I confirm with the Mr.Right."
a district leader :"why u gals so emo. U should prepare the heart to move anyway n anytimes as u knw work as teacher have to face the fact like posting."
churchmates, Miri cousins, uncle, pastor :"Really hope u in Miri."
even many workship works I may rejected because of the uncomfirm future also blocked by the church leaders. They always said :"aiya.... no worry. We put ur name down, sure u'll in Miri"
hm... ok ok... as u guys like. no comment = =!!!
Junior in college :"c u this year~"
Mum :"no need bring the stuffs back, who knws u r in Miri..."
bla bla bla....
so, what u guys think? is that the sign I'll stay in Miri as God gv me?
if it is true, then this post will be my testimonial for church and God.
well.... for me, I'm thinking the place I would like to stay for my future too ...
For the moment, I choose to stay in Miri 90% because I need to serve God as I'm president for the fellowship 2011 and also director for sept drama performances.
huh~! but some "comments" above gave me awake too... especially the guys comments.
It makes me feel not nessasary need to b in Miri!!
Among friends also discuss about this...
I would like to post to .... bla bla bla...
only me, this dull, as non-Mirian, answered them :"I want to post in Miri."
and their responded always "wah.. u not boring with Miri meh?"
I'm glad because I knew God gave me a lifestyle just like cockroach, can alive in any situation.
Just mayb... got many memories for me in Miri which ...
there r the place changed me from a gal to a lady and soon woman?
my spiritual grew up place, churchmates, pastors and many others sweet memories.
many 1st time.. to be model, actor, leader....
simple conclusion: no Miri no Grace Ling.
hah! such like Sibu didnt contributed any benefic to me?
haha.. of cos my blood borned in Sibu, I'll still remember it. The place I grew up.
ok, back to topic.
within this month, I jst kept on doing somethings which done with faith...
such like , I leaved my stuffs in Miri, visited different fellowships, new planner for miri fellowship, joined new groups for new life experiences, find new ideas, interflowed with different district leaders, and so on... its acted like I'm really as president in Miri.
hah! mayb too free or too "responsible"?
I even done the dates booking on my schedules back to Miri and also a room rent is awaiting me.
Well~ there r something changed also within this month..
from the ealier month I'm so hoping I'll posted in Miri till the end of the month...
I think my mind is changing.... changed to.... if I'm not in Miri how great is tat.... :D
I'll free like now, no president, no adult sunday school teaching, no drama director, no long distance with family members, no ....... many no no no for me.
and there's coming with many "IF"...
If stay in kch, I can swim everyday as a pool under the condo.
If in sibu, of cos I can stay with my friends, family members always.
If in Bintulu, I can visit my kinda funny grandma and aunties always.
If in ulu Bintulu, I can meet my uncle.
If in kapit, I got my lovely daddy there.
If in tatau, I got my friend there.
If in Sri Aman, I got my grandpa n grandma there.
If in ................... Miri? huh~ besides churchmates and a family cousin, I'm ALONE~~~
what happened on me huh?
.............. blank actually.......
mayb tats call gal always "三心两意”
so... just make it natural....
In Miri or not, I always have to be happy and obey Him~
Good luck gal~!!!
2011 Opening Diary
Aha~ 2011 not yet drop down any diary here.
Its a insomnia night again~ so, lets write down some heart whisper words here
so... January for me is a travel n holidays month.
not so far away, just between Sibu n Kuching.
2 weeks sibu, 2 weeks Kuching.
Praise to Lord for leading me this wonderful month as I din't spended my dec 2010 school holidays with my family and friends because of christmas perfomance. tats call 万事互相效力，叫爱神的人得益处。
and I'm undergo with it...
Just talked about people I met during holidays
It was amazing while I refresh back my January schedule which I met my grandparents, wat an age "dissapeared" cousins, auties, uncles, classmate, schoolmate, best friends, parents, brothers n sister, friends in christ, and also many new friends from christ. no more but least, dated with my admirer too. haha~
with a clip of eyes, wow... its end of the month...
and now I'm back to Sibu, prepared waiting for long awaiting posting news.
heard will knw within this week? or its rumors again!? dont care~ just wait with faith
between waiting time, I can felt who is care about me with those kept on asking me "where r u posting"
although I hope to give them a good news, but everytimes just can replied with "still waiting, may God bless"
huhu~ where is my future gonna be? still same
May God Bless
Happy wonderful 2011 to beauty Grace ^^
Its a insomnia night again~ so, lets write down some heart whisper words here
so... January for me is a travel n holidays month.
not so far away, just between Sibu n Kuching.
2 weeks sibu, 2 weeks Kuching.
Praise to Lord for leading me this wonderful month as I din't spended my dec 2010 school holidays with my family and friends because of christmas perfomance. tats call 万事互相效力，叫爱神的人得益处。
and I'm undergo with it...
Just talked about people I met during holidays
It was amazing while I refresh back my January schedule which I met my grandparents, wat an age "dissapeared" cousins, auties, uncles, classmate, schoolmate, best friends, parents, brothers n sister, friends in christ, and also many new friends from christ. no more but least, dated with my admirer too. haha~
with a clip of eyes, wow... its end of the month...
and now I'm back to Sibu, prepared waiting for long awaiting posting news.
heard will knw within this week? or its rumors again!? dont care~ just wait with faith
between waiting time, I can felt who is care about me with those kept on asking me "where r u posting"
although I hope to give them a good news, but everytimes just can replied with "still waiting, may God bless"
huhu~ where is my future gonna be? still same
May God Bless
Happy wonderful 2011 to beauty Grace ^^
Sunday, January 2, 2011
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